So there is one day a week I look forward to every week. That is therapy day, I love my therapist. I have had three great thearpist the last two got better Jobs. But moving along, she said make a blog that you don’t question yourself, or taking blame for my childhood abuse you have no control of.
Well this is hard so I am not taking any fault in this post lol. Well I am tired of blaming myself. I am going to write some things that I take fault for, that I am no longer doing it..
Alot of people question why didn’t I turn in my child molester? Well it is cause it is embarrassing, down grading thing to do. I was sooo young. So I am going to stop blaming myself, it has been over 15 years. So I am going to be strong, and remind myself I am stronger cause of this.
I fell I am a very strong person. I don’t give myself enough credit. So starting right now I am going to try not to question my previous actions. I can’t rewind time to fix my mistakes.
I have grown stronger, with my actions before. You learn from all previous mistakes. It takes alot of time to realize how big this world is, if you ever realize it. Everyone makes major mistakes in there life, some worst then others.
I am losing my train of thought so I will blog soon again..