Have you ever thought what if I did this? What if I am doing something else with my life? What if I worked in this line of work?
Well, I ask myself these questions every day. Starting with how is my day going to go? That is one question I ask myself every day. But you will never know how your day is going to go till the end of the day. It could start bad, then end good, vice versa. It could also start and end the same. Another thing I ask myself is, what if I could predict my day? You know how your day is going to go. So why ask yourself questions, you will never know what your day will bring you. Now don’t stress over the small things.
What about, what if I could work, where would I be? Could Will and I have a better life? Is it better if I stay home? The thing I know, is I miss working so much. I know I am good at home. I am an awesome employee, but my seizures get in the way. I can’t make it to work every day. I could have a seizure at work, so I am an at-risk employee. Bosses not realizing how much work I am. People say I am not a burden, but I feel like it. I know Will and I could have a better life for our son, but we do have a perfect life cause we are together. I wish I had those answers but I never will know till they happen.
What would be different if I had a license? Well, that could be several answers, but the big one is yes. Having a license comes with more responsibility you don’t think of. You could go places quicker, and long-distance. Walking keeps you fit, and you can get places. So there is a big difference, but right now I am with no license. So there is a difference.
But right now I am a stay at home mom. I try to help, my family, as much as possible. I have a medical condition that tries to stop me. I keep up with my family, keep up with my house. But pretty much lame most of my life. I wish that could change but soon it will be all normal. Well, I hope for the best can’t ask for more then. Life is one huge hurdle it is up to how big that hurdle is remembering that.